exhausted

dad looks a little better every day.  he had the first part of his stress test this morning and the other part will be done monday morning. right now it’s just hurry up and wait. we won’t really know anything until probably tuesday.

this weekend has been just exhausting, emotionally, mentally, physically. i flew down to the hospital frida6y on pure adrenaline and as soon as i got there, there was an enormous adrenaline let down and i was spent. i didn’t sleep that night because i just couldn’t turn my mind off. i finally got a little rest on saturday afternoon and i slept fairly well last night. i still feel drained. we went up to the hospital sunday afternoon with plans to have dinner with my sister when she got off work, then i would head home. toby called and asked us to come over for dinner and although a very generous offer that would be traveling twenty minutes in the wrong direction for me. i needed to get home. nothing has been done. i mowed the yard when i got home, it was already high. the laundry still needs done and i haven’t been to the grocery store. i missed my jc appt this week so i am on my own for food. i have so much that needs to get done and no energy left to do it.

my friends have been so supportive, between messages, phone calls, and text, they have really been there for me throughout this whole ordeal.

positivity for today, i asked my neighbor to feed pepper for me while i was gone, i got home and her dish was full. she still hasn’t forgiven me for leaving yet, but she was taken care of. i am thankful for good neighbors.